urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mzle3 mzle3 mzle3 2007-04-11T23:51:02Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mzle3:1001 2007-04-11T23:51:02Z 2007-04-11T23:51:02Z icebox - omarion <p align="center"><font color="#333333" size="1"><br />They say <strong><font color="#000000">blood is thicker than water</font></strong><br />and she'll never forget the lessons they taught her&nbsp;<br />but she's forgotten them&nbsp;<br />a blend of <strong><font color="#000000">fury and sadness</font></strong> fills her within<br />she feels like she's been tossed into a bin<br />the hard <strong><font color="#000000">unbearable truth</font></strong> is she was never a part<br />this thing called family is breaking her </font><font size="1"><font color="#333333"><strong><font color="#000000">heart</font><br /></strong>her father is a <font color="#000000"><strong>bastard</strong>&nbsp;</font><br />her mother is a </font></font><font size="1"><font color="#333333"><strong><font color="#000000">bitch</font>&nbsp;<br /></strong>her brother's not much better<br />not that it would matter<br />cos she's wastin away&nbsp;<br /></font><font color="#000000"><strong>too nothing.<br /></strong></font></font></p><a name="cutid1"></a><div class="ljcut" text="wateva man..">this is fuckin bullshit.. y do parents have to be so fucked up.. the word family is a crack of bullshit.. i don't care if we share the same dna other than that.. they are just fuctttttttt grrr im so upset. just a big puddle of massive hurt my mum can be so mean sometimes and i think the saddistic bitch actually enjoys it.. it's like she vents on me like im her fucking punching bag... coz she's too chicken shit to tell off the people she really is pissed at.. and the thing is i gotta sit here and take it or else i cop more shit the 3 of em gang up on me its so unfair, i have no idea what to do anymore.</div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mzle3:630 2007-04-05T12:18:58Z 2007-04-05T12:18:58Z the beauty in ugly - Jason Mraz <font size="1"><strong><div url="&lt;br /&gt;&lt;P align=center _fckxhtmljob=" align="center"><font size="1"><strong>behind her smile <br />is a pain she can no longer bare <br />behind her smile <br />theres nothing there <br />it seems as though noone cares <br />this lil girl so quiet and sad <br />is slowly dying oh so bad <br />she doesnt want to be alone <br />u can hear the sadness in her tone <br />she's a black sheep in a sea of white <br />and sadly, she's losing the fight.</strong></font></div><p url="&lt;br /&gt;&lt;P align=center _fckxhtmljob="><br />so thingsa int been to great lately but hey they can only get better schools a bit stressful but i always got my mates who are true champs, but sometimes friends aint enough.. but if anything i think like watz gettin me down are the parents... man things wid my dad r gettin better and now things wid my mum r just goin down hill its really fuct... i should kinda thank j0 this makes things a&nbsp; bit better lettin all my feelings out on this thing... but to be honest i i jus dunno anymore.. im so messed up it aint funny it's like my hearts broken in a million pieces n i jus wanna cry or even die but i cant so i'm just gona keep it in..</p></strong></font>